It will eat you up inside

You ever have something important to tell someone but couldn't do it because you know the outcome of what you say is going to be bad. So you just don't tell them and its eat you up inside for months even years.  So whats the right thing to do for yourself? Do you tell that person what eating you up inside? Or just let it be, let it go, and regret it 20 years from now.  I think you let it go, try to get over with it and move on.  Especially if you know its going to turn out a disaster. No need to put yourself threw the blender. 

I might not be making sense to anyone but whatever no one reads my shit and im not looking for advice i just need to get it off my chest.

You ever want to take someone by the head and knock some sense into them because you know deep down inside that they need to wake up and smell the coffee but couldnt do it because they have to do it for themselves. 

Ive come to the conclusion that you cant change the way somebody feels about something. The only thing you have control over is the way you feel, act and do. I think our whole lives we try to act a certain way to get other people to feel certain things about you but in the long run you have no control over how they feel.  You have to start worrying about how you feel and act and nobody else. Be true to yourself, take care of yourself financially, health, and family and thats all you can really do. 

So if your that person and your reading my blog right now..just know this I have something important to tell you but I never will and I want to knock some sense into you but wont do that either.  Your move..

Ona  funny note i got something else i have to get off my chest while im writing this blog. Whats up with gym locker rooms? I understand its a place for guys to change, shower and such but is it necessary for 90 year old men to blow dry their hair butt fucking naked. Would it be that hard to get a towel or underwear. 

Have a goodnight everyone