Not sure what people think sometimes

Now Im still not really sure if people read my blog but I get a kick out of reading my own blogs so I will write whenever I want too it could be once every five months or three times a week.. Whatever

Here is my new thought of the night. Its relationships.. Now im not ana expert by any means on this topic but here is my thought that I want to get off my chest. Can somebody really say anything they really want to a significant other, treat them terribly, be a raving, belligerent aasshole to everybody and then be forgiven like the next day? Are people really blind to see the true self in somebody or is it really all about looks, and money? I dont think I could ever be like that to somebody I love. At least I hope not. If I ever see myself acting like that to a girl that I love I will dump myself.  Its funny you see I have never been the relationship type guy. But I have been sitting on the bench for so long watching and studying other peoples relationships that I am like, Steve Young, Tom Brady, Aaron Rodgers waiting on the bench studying and watching so when it is my time to go in I will be the best person I could be.  When you get thrown in like Leinert, Vince Young etc you can get burned easy.

I think people, girls especially, need to wake up and realize that they dont deserve to be treated like pieces of shit because their significant other feels like doing it. They need to fucking man up and be confident, and learn how to stick up for themselves. There is nothing more unnattractive then a girl who cant stick up for themselves. I have met so many good looking souless girls in my day that sometimes I realize that good looks can be a curse if you dont know how to handle being good looking.  If your looks control you they will turn your soul black.  What I mean by black is not having any control over your own emotions. People influence your decisions.. You are always worried about what you look like, what your going to say, and can never be yourslef because your looks become your personality and your original self gets lost in your looks.  

Why is it that you alsways see great looks woman driving expensive cars?? Is is because they went to college and worked their ass off to get it..? Maybe some accomplished woman have done it this way. But alot of other woman just marry guys with lots of money. They look and go for the money so they can feel like they they have accomplished something and have bragging rights for their friends.  well that is it for now Im going to bed 

Enterprise.. We will pick you up.. use you and then throw you away

Wow so where do I begin I dont even remember the last time i wrote a blog..

I want to talk about the job market.. The job market is terrible and Im not gonna sit here and blame W Bush or the american economy or what not. Im gonna blame Corporate America. It seems kids are more likely to get jobs out of college when they know somebody. Jobs that are hiring right out of college are really to be weary of. Companies like Enterprise Rent-a-Car and these scam marketing companies looking for young enthuastic hard working kids. These jobs and companies are scams.. Enterprise makes you work 11-12 hour days with hardly bullshit for pay making you sell scam insurance to a ungrateful, fuck heads of customers. With this fucking pipe dream of one day getting promoted.. to a manger who makes not too much more money and has a ton more responsibilty.

Then they have these scam marketing companies like Scanno Advertising, and the Alliance Executive Group who call young college kids promising them these great opportunties and then they make you go door to door sales seliing sports marketing brochures..

What a fucking joke its hard enough for us to find good jobs and now we have to look out for these sports scam advertising companies.. Its so bullshit.. Oh yeah I also love the interview proccess with some companies.. They make you go to like 4 interviews asking you the same fucking excact questions as the interviews before with the same people.. Sometime I think these companies know if they are hiring you from the first five minutes of meeting you. Kind of like how girls make their minds within the first five minutes of metting you if they aere going to have sex with you

Some Random Dude

Dude (pronounced Du-de, greek origin, She is is going out with a random dude.)

I was driving home from work today and thought to myself how many girls do you know that are friends with, date or just plain out know random dudes. A random dude is a guy who is just random. A guy who a girl meets at the bar or a guy who is a friend of a friend. Hes a dude and thats that. He is that guy that when you are with your friends that nobody knows and he is there hanging out. He is that guy wearing a book bag in the middle of a party or that guy wearing shorts when is 10 below or that guy wearing a sweatshirt when its 90. He is that gy wearing camoflague shirt and shirts wearing a bandana at a bar. A dude is that guy He is that guy bumming a cig off your friends or stealing a beer from your fridge cause he couldnt afford to bring his own. A dude is a guy who spends all of his money on tattoos and then doest have money for classes, books, or food. A dude is a guy who loves to use girls for money and shit.

Now you know what peeves me ..A good looking girl who dates a dude. I mean you and all your friends know that this a dude .. he looks like and acts like a dude.. all of his friends are dudes.. yet he has a good looking girl. Its amazing when you and some of your friends are good guys with no girls yet these dudes are with girls. I might be a dude to a bunch of other guys that dont know me but I dont think they know what a dude is so.. to me they are dudes..

I have also came to the realization that there is no karma I alaways have fealt since my psych days in college that there was Karma but I dont know if I believe that anymore. Here are two reasons why..

I read today in the newspaper that a child molestor who was released from prison in 2004 recently wont the lottery for 10 million dollars.. Although he won it out of the state and might get into trouble for being out ofstate he will still collect the 10 million

The other reason was recently a man that i know Im not gonna say any names won a bowling tourney and hasnt excactly been a saint in his life. But he defintly had some luck in the final match.. People say Karma is a bitch but i dont believe it

Happy Valentines Day to everyone and remember ladies if you read this and you realize your with a dude.. your a loser..

New Year..

First off I would like to say if your still checking my blog for new posts then you really have no life.. I really havent had alot to say in the last few months.. I still dont have alot to say ..so Im typing cause i have nothing else to do.. Well anwwayim currently watching true life Im an alcoholic.. This girl is seriously going through the newspaper looking for an AA meeting while she is drinking a natty light.. so hilarious.. Anyway I could understand why people dont want to drink.. When you drink you dumb stuff.. You say shit you shouldnt have said or do stuff you shouldnt have done and then you wake up the next day and are like damn what did i do..

You ever wonder how people go on their whole lives working 12 hour days doing something they dont like to do for years at a time.. it has to wear on a persons psyche. Anyway i have nothing more to say so peace